What if people think I’m crazy?

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Dear friends,

I hope you are well and that you are enjoying Autumn wherever you are.

I’m now getting ready for my next 6 day workshop which will start in exactly a week from now.

My last workshop at Emerson College was in early June. It was the end of Spring, the days were longer and the promises of a hot summer were in the air. The temperature was going up, the natural world was in bloom and all the insects were very busy.

Now it’s Samhain – A time to celebrate the spirits, past and present – Halloween is in only a few days and Autumn is definitely here. The trees have shed their leaves, the insects activity has slowed right down, getting ready for winter. It’s the opposite time of the year.

I love receiving emails from previous workshop attendees. I love reading your stories and how animal communication may have enhanced your connection with the natural world and the animals in your life.

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When stories come and find you…

Hello friends,

I always like to end my yoga classes with a story or a poem. Often the poem or story comes to me in one way or another and it wants to be shared. It finds its way in front of my eyes, perhaps because I need to read it myself, or perhaps someone else will gain from hearing it, after the relaxation at the end of the class. I have folders and books full of poems and stories that I have been collecting over the years. Stories that are just waiting for the right time to be shared at the end of a class…

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A fond farewell to my dear friends…

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Goodbye beautiful Dolly (picture above), and a fond farewell to Chicory, Barbie and Nettle. You will be sadly missed. I love you all very much! Thank you for everything you taught me, for tolerating my presence in your space and for putting up with all my questions.

My entire brain space has been intensely focused on the cows for a few days. Most of that time hasn’t been spent in their company at all but instead trying to organise things & communicate with man people online – something that I’ve had to take a break from as it can over-stimulate my mind & keep me awake at night. I lie there in bed thinking about what could be done again and again… and I end up feeling awful because that’s all I can think about, my mind is always elsewhere and I end up not being present for my family and neglecting them.

Yesterday was both beautiful and sad at the same time. I had such a lovely time in the afternoon! I felt extremely lucky to spend two hours sat in the barn, sharing some precious time with the cows with such lovely people! I’m always amazed how groups of people create themselves in such an organic way! I really feel that there is something special with these Animal Communication workshops with the cows. It’s amazing to watch people feeling that call from the cows. Whoever is meant to be there, will be there.

But my heart sunk when I realised last night that we wouldn’t be able to save the cows from their terrible fate. Still, I did hold some hope that maybe we could save one of them (the farmer’s favourite) (who is pregnant) as he had arranged for a lady who lives down the road to have her, but apparently it turned out that she didn’t have any building or any food sorted out for the cow, so the farm ended up saying no. They don’t want the cows to go to a sanctuary either as they are concerned that the place may not have the right facilities to transition the cows out of dairy farming. So they are going to slaughter. Despite all my efforts to find them somewhere to go, in the end it’s not meant to be. I think that these are just excuses though. The core of the matter is more to do with money. If they were willing to let them go for free then they would, but as they could get a significant amount of money for them, they would rather save themselves the bother and make some money.

I think the only thing I can do now is to take the farmer to visit Hugletts Wood Farm Animal Sanctuary so that he can see what a Cow Sanctuary looks like, and next time he will be able to vouch for such place. With farming it really is one baby step at the time, which can be quite disheartening. More cows will go this year, I think even the bull is supposed to go after about 13 years on the farm. It saddens me, but I’ll have to accept it. My four and half year old son was watching me moving Heaven and Earth on Saturday trying to save these four cows. I explained to him why I was so busy staring at my computer screen all day and he said to me:

“So are the cows going to die?”

I said: “well, hopefully not, that’s why I’m trying to find somewhere else for them to go so they can be safe”

– But they don’t want to die! why are they going to kill them?

– No you’re right, I don’t think they want to die.

– So they can’t be killed then if they don’t want to die! What about the very big daddy then? He’s not going to die, is he?

The very big daddy is the name Thom gave to Bob, the bull. As I knew that his departure has been on the cards for a while I asked recently and I have been told that he was due to leave this coming summer. So I said:

– I think he will have to go too at some point this year.

– But we can’t let the very big daddy go, we can’t! I don’t want him to be killed!

No. I don’t want him to be killed either. Now don’t get me wrong, I don’t think that death should be feared and avoided at all costs: when I talk about death with animals, generally speaking they are not particularly scared of dying. In fact, they seem to be able to handle it better than most of the humans I know! For them it’s natural, like a contract you sign when you are born: you accept that at some point you will have to die. They don’t have all the emotional attachements to life and all of the fears surrounding death… BUT they don’t want to be killed, and they are scared of the idea of being in pain, the unknown, the stress, having to go somewhere, to be loaded on a truck… Farmed animals would rather die when they feel they are ready to die and they would like to die peacefully on the farm, where they were born. They usually dont get that luxury unfortunately, as their dead bodies are worth money. They can be sold and eaten so they are transferred to slaughter houses when their carers feel that they have passed their prime in terms of productivity.

My hope is to somehow find a way for dairy cows to retire. I have tried to convince the farm to allow some of the older cows to retire and be left to just ‘be’. That was how I was planning to spend the money I get for the workshops with the cows, I wanted to pay for the retirement of one or two healthy older cows so they could stay on the farm, and I was told it was a good idea, one that could be discussed further. I have been told last week that now they need the space. No wonder the cows have been so unhappy lately! Having carers who change their minds all the time and can’t stick to their own decisions must be quite hard to handle, especially if it’s your life that is at stake every time!

Anyway… I have made the committment to stay in a place of love, understanding and neutrality and I can feel that I’m starting to drift away from that right now…

These are hard decisions to make. And I know that no one is happy to see them go.

There will be more happy times. and more sad times too.

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Farming. What an odd system!

I think I will try to contact these four cows in spirit in a few days time and see how they are all doing.

Please join me in sending them all our love and positive thoughts in their passing…

Millions of thanks to everyone who responded to my appeal on Saturday. I got to meet some extraordinary people! Thank you for your messages, help and suggestions, I have kept good notes of all the places you have suggested me and I’ll make sure to use them again next time.

Thanks again,

Noémie.

Mother’s Day with the Cows!

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First of all Thank YOU so much for your interest in FocalHeart and special Thank You to all the persons who have taken the time to suscribe to the newsletter – It means a lot to me!

This Sunday I’ll be celebrating Mother’s Day with my very dear friends the cows, as I’ll be facilitating an Animal communication workshop with them. All dairy cows are mothers and they need to be recognised and celebrated as such! In India cows are considered sacred as they are referred to as the “Mothers of India”.

The workshop is 6 hours long, broken into 3 sunday afternoons (from 2pm onwards) starting this coming Sunday and then on the 24th March and 07th of April 2013. It will take place in a biodynamic dairy farm in East Sussex (I’ll email you the details once you have booked). There are a few spaces left (not that many though, so if you are interested in joining us you will need to book promptly).

We will finish at around 4pm, everyone is more than welcome to stay around and chat with the farmer during the evening milking (from 4h15pm onwards). The farmer will be with us all afternoon as he is very keen on animal communication.

This week, we will be doing a few simple guided meditations/ breathing techniques and then we will be getting on with simple exercises to start communicating with the cows on a heart to heart level. The attendees will get to explore how they receive messages from the cows (feelings, voices/sounds, images, all at once?).

We will be sitting in the barn, with the cows and calves. It’s absolutely safe but I thought I should mention it. During the last afternoon we might go and connect with other animals on the farm depending on the interests of the group.

The workshop is over 3 sunday afternoons so that the attendees get the time to practice or just reflect on what has been said during the workshop.

The price is: £50 per adult and £35 per child (7 years old onwards) for the whole workshop. I need to know in avance how many people will be there, so please do let me know if you are coming!

Some of the money will go towards creating something nice for the cows.

You can book easily via the PayPal button on this page

Have a lovely evening, and again: all my gratitude goes towards all of you for showing your interest in FocalHeart via reading me, commenting, watching my videos, liking my facebook page, sharing and suscribing

Testimonial from the previous workshop I have facilitated with the cows:

“A lovely day. Very clear guidance that helped me feel more confident. Nice to be in a small group and ask anything we needed to. Very supportive and interesting. And beautiful cows! A peaceful, healing experience. Thank you Noémie!”

Anna Fraser, Scientific Officer within the Farm Animals Department at the RSPCA.

Have a lovely night,

Noémie.